Anyone got any more hours?

I am completely overwhelmed with my life right now. To the point where I even forgot my anniversary, I haven't trained, and like I just feel like I can't get organized. My new schedule has completely been blown to bits by this nursing school thing. Not that it sucks, but gah! I have classes now Monday from 9-11am - classes are 100 miles away from my house and 100 miles away from my job in all directions and then class again on Tuesday and Thursday from 530-9pm. The kicker is then I drive 1.5 hours home. All this means is that in order for me to work out I actually have to get up at 5am to get it in. I loathe waking up early in the morning when forced. But then, this also means I will have to miss my monday morning computrainer class with my coach because I have to drive 1 hour 45 minutes to class. I *enjoy* my computrainer class, but seeing them once a week instead of twice will just have to be my life.

But do you see how my schedule got blown to bits in the matter of 1 week?! Mentally, I don't think I was ready. I'm so methodical in the way that I do stuff, so that change of my routine kinda throws me completely if I'm not prepared for it. Change itself doesn't bother me much - hell, I work in healthcare. It's the routine changing that bothers me. Bleh...I'm not sure that I'm looking forward to talking to my boss tomorrow either. Tongue lashing here I come...NOT.

<--not happy at work either; doesn't understand how people can be so stupid (another post, another blog)

I also forgot my anniversary in this time. I feel so bad. It was literally like, "oh yea. we have been together 6 years now." hmm. good thing he remembered and still wanted to take me out to dinner. I also forgot he was leaving this weekend and said goodbye as in, "oh I'll see you later tonight."

I had planned to use fri-sun to get my mind right as well as my routine and get going. Come monday wish me luck!

*whispers* I will also stop avoiding my coach this weekend too
I've seriously GOT to stop sucking. No more suckiness!!! dammit.